"You can't be afraid of time," he said.This is not a comeback in the traditional sense. This is a convergence of life and career, a baseball story that is really a life journey, one that involves appreciation of where he is, where he's been, and where he's going. But, like any time he is the starting pitcher for Triple-A Nashville, this experience must be completed within a certain amount of time if it is to be completed at all. "It's always about timing and opportunity," he said. "When you're on the mound, you know you only have so many pitches to work with. For me, a lot of what I'm trying to do doesn't have to do with baseball. It's about being able to show that what I had doesn't have to be a death sentence. I want to pitch in the big leagues again, and I know I can, or I wouldn't still he sitting here. But there are bigger things than baseball sometimes, and it's easy to lose sight of that in this business. You have to perform. But what can you use that performance for in addition to helping your club?" In hindsight, Pettyjohn believes he didn't give the disease the respect it deserved. His 2001 numbers with the Tigers -- a 1-6 record and a 5.82 ERA -- were accomplished while he was on medication. He was afraid to say anything because he didn't want to go back to the Minors. His illness persisted in the offseason, and its symptoms were so pervasive that Pettyjohn was scared that he wouldn't be able to get through his wedding. After the three procedures -- the second of which was the removal of his colon -- and a clean bill of health, he went back to Double-A in 2003. He couldn't pitch like the second-round pick he had once been. The Tigers released him at the end of the season, setting into motion a long journey that again brought him back to Triple-A this year, and with enough worrisome moments in between to tax the strongest individual. After splitting the 2004 season between two Triple-A clubs, Pettyjohn was released and reached the bottom. He was pitching independent baseball and knew he wasn't getting closer. Late that summer, he contemplated quitting. He told his wife, Dee, that maybe it was time to move on. She told him to be patient.
"In essence," Pettyjohn said. "She told me I was worrying too much about my pitch count."It still wasn't easy to accept her advice. "I just didn't feel like it was happening," he said. "I told my wife that maybe this should be it if I didn't get signed." Dee told him not to quit. "This is his dream," she said. "This is what he loves to do. For everything that he went through, he deserved the chance to give this everything he has. Sometimes I had to remind him, 'You fought through being sick, you can fight through this, too.'" Pettyjohn admits he was losing his fight when he caught a lucky break. A bird dog scout, impressed with his slider and believing there was projection left in his arm, recommended him to former Rangers scouting director Lenny Strelitz, now an agent. Strelitz, a former pitcher, helped Pettyjohn reconstruct his mechanics. That helped Pettyjohn sign a Minor League contract with the Mariners prior to the start of the 2006 season.
|"You can't be afraid of time."|
|-- Pettyjohn, on life and pitching|
John Klima is a contributor to MLB.com. This story was not subject to the approval of Major League Baseball or its clubs.Less